Tonight the air was still, snow fell, the fire burned, and I felt utterly small and stupid in the narrow little cocoon of my life. Tonight the sum of all my efforts thus far are two boys who won’t shut up and a husband who has his own issues and a job I don’t (mostly) know how to do. The novel waits. The dreams wait. And already, I am half way through my life.
This breaks my heart.
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This is all I have.
~All I Have - from a post by Christina at {MyTopography}
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This is all I have.
Tonight.
This moment where my body still quivers from unbalanced yoga,
and my fingers type fast,
cheeks flushed with the remembrance that it is a Tuesday night,
and I am home with the one I love and that is enough.
Enough for today
And my mind is far away from doubts and disbelief.
Tonight I believe
And that too, is more than enough.
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